Well hello my dear readers of times past, if any of you are still subscribed. I have decided to start writing again, given that I’m still alive, given that I’ve kept drinking. I think I’m still alive because I’m a “Professional Alcoholic” as they say. Well, to be more precise with the current parlance, I’m a “Highly Functioning Alcoholic”….meaning I don’t drink 24/7…I just drink in the evenings — quite a lot, but not so much that it impairs me too much to be able to “function” well tomorrow. 6, 7, sometimes 8 beers? I guess I’m lucky.
All that said, I’m am on a quest…a renewed quest to get off the bottle soon. I’m 64 years old. My life isn’t going anywhere while I’m continuing the drink. But I have a good excuse! In the last 2 months I’ve had 4 people close to me die. Not from the drink! Two from illness, two from old age. Nevertheless, its been hard on me, and why I’m still drinking tonight.
And all that said…pssssst…you must know, if you’re interested, in the last year I’ve reconnected with a dear friend who is now a minister of a church down in Washington State (Hillside Community Church). When I went to university back in the late 70’s down there, he got me involved in a — to this day — very reputable organization there which was called then, “Campus Crusade For Christ”. These days it’s called, “CRU”.
Anyway, my friend has been the pastor/minister of a church down in Washington State for the last 25 years now. During Covid I started tuning in to his services. I was SO happy to find him there (after almost 40 years) and I have been watching his services ever since. I recently renewed my passport and hope to go down to visit. It’s only a 4 hour drive from where I live. First on my bucket list!
My point is…only that I’m back, with renewed interest in getting off the bottle. If any of my previous followers are out there — please respond this! Your support and feedback is so much needed and appreciated. And if any new viewers see this…dare I to look back on my history here. It isn’t rosy. I’m not a flash in the pan success story here. I’m just a normal guy with a big drinking problem that is still plaguing me. I’m so grateful to still be in good health, still here, still kicking. Join me!
Blessings,
Nelson